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i cant remember anything
my thoughts are constantly moving
Created on 2004-01-01 09:59:28 (#1749871), last updated 2005-07-13
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| Name: | Lauren |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 01-08 |
| Location: | Yonkers, New York, United States |
My name is Lauren. I have a boyfriend named chris. We've been going out since July 14th 2002. I love him soo much. He hurts me so bad though. Hes done so many things to me that i cant forget or forgive him for. It all affects me so much and makes me sooo emotional. But still i love him so much.
p.s.-
Give me hugs please!!!

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so here I am
a love worn masochist
with hearts carved straight across my chest
letting the carpet soak up all that's left to give
I spend my nights dead face down on my floor
but the drugs aren't really working anymore
the nights are mostly just depressed
from staring at my open chest
I'm bleeding and I'm heartless but I'm yours
and I'm scratching down every blurry scene
on the mattress where you used to sleep and dream
I'd rather chew on broken glass
than keep on living in the past
and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean
Dear everybody or whoever's listening
I think I'm gonna do me in this time
this is all overrated
waiting on my roof again this is the end
of my so called life
I haven't seen the sun in about a week
and I'm keeping all sharp objects out of reach
I finally know the taste of love
it's a cross between cheap beer and blood
with an aftertaste of dry sarcastic speach
and so I guess it's safe to say
that we both knew that I'd end up this way
with a brain that's clueless and unsure
and eyes that hardly ever work but I guess that's fine I rarely use them anyway
Dear everybody or whoever's listening
I think I'm gonna do me in this time
this is all overrated
waiting on my roof again this is the end
of my so called life
Dear everybody or whoever's listening
I think I'm gonna do me in this time
this is all overrated
waiting on my roof again this is the end
of my so called life
p.s.-
Give me hugs please!!!
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give in_a_wisper more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
so here I am
a love worn masochist
with hearts carved straight across my chest
letting the carpet soak up all that's left to give
I spend my nights dead face down on my floor
but the drugs aren't really working anymore
the nights are mostly just depressed
from staring at my open chest
I'm bleeding and I'm heartless but I'm yours
and I'm scratching down every blurry scene
on the mattress where you used to sleep and dream
I'd rather chew on broken glass
than keep on living in the past
and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean
Dear everybody or whoever's listening
I think I'm gonna do me in this time
this is all overrated
waiting on my roof again this is the end
of my so called life
I haven't seen the sun in about a week
and I'm keeping all sharp objects out of reach
I finally know the taste of love
it's a cross between cheap beer and blood
with an aftertaste of dry sarcastic speach
and so I guess it's safe to say
that we both knew that I'd end up this way
with a brain that's clueless and unsure
and eyes that hardly ever work but I guess that's fine I rarely use them anyway
Dear everybody or whoever's listening
I think I'm gonna do me in this time
this is all overrated
waiting on my roof again this is the end
of my so called life
Dear everybody or whoever's listening
I think I'm gonna do me in this time
this is all overrated
waiting on my roof again this is the end
of my so called life
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